sunday.

I haven't written in this in a while. =o

I've been working like crazy. Good thing, I need the money, or I'll be poor when I move to the city. I've been thinking about moving a lot latley, and I thought about the bad for the first time. I'm scared I won't like my job out there, scared ties aren't as strong as they should be, and I'll be left taking a backseat. Worried I might be to socially awkward to meet new people, worried I might be wasting all this money for something that won't work out. But I'm so fed up with mediocracy, I don't want to stay here. I don't know.

Spent a lot of time with the family this week. It's been really nice. They are all I really need.

Even though I have a lot of really good friends that I love, and friendships I don't think I could live without, I still feel like when it comes down to it, I'm still alone. Like nobody really gets me. Or appreciates it. And that I can only depend on myself.

March is coming.