this time i'll be bulletproof.

2010 is here! I have really good feelings about this year. (:

My New Year's was a lot of fun. Tool sheds, dancing, champagne, friends, making breakfast the next day, and yeah. Awesome way to start the new year. Too bad I didn't take a lot of pictures. :(

So I'm going to the cabin this year and I'm pretty excited! I've never actually really seen snow, so that'll be coool. And I'm really looking forward to hang out with everyone and get to know people better. And just to get out of Tracy and be surrounded by trees and nature and such. (:

I've just been really really happy lately. About everything and anything. I find myself enjoying the little things so much; the Christmas lights still up in the shopping center I work at, the colors of the leaves on trees, staying in a lot with my family, I don't know. I'm just happy to be where I am and know who I am and have such good friendships. And it's been like this since October and I can't believe that finally, after what feels like my entire life, of chasing and trying to find happiness, it just appeared in my life without even having to try. I just stopped and let myself breathe, just lived in my own skin, and now I'm smiling ear to ear all the time. And it's genuine this time. <3

I wish I could make everyone feel the way I feel. I hope everyone reaches a point like this. The view's a lot different from up here.