I don't even know what to think anymore. I feel like I've just been crying. All of last night. While I was trying to sleep. This morning. It won't stop.
It was never real. No, YOU were never real. I put in so much. What I felt was real. My commitment was real. I put you before everything, just for you to fuck around behind my back. And I'm not sure how to feel because I've never felt how I felt for you for anybody else. I'm so hurt. My hands are still shaking and a whole nights already gone by. The wound still feels as fresh as it did last night.
You told me how all those other girls were so fucked up to you and how you were hurt so bad by them. I was the one that wasn't going to do that to you. I was so down for you forever. I didn't see anybody else. I deserve better than that.
This whole time? God I'm so dumb. It wasn't real. It wasn't real. It wasn't real. It's been a big lie. I should've known before I got so deep.
You said you changed. I believed you.
At least I know now.
The world keeps spinning regardless of my broken heart. I guess I just have to keep moving too. It hurts so much. More than anything I've ever felt. You're gone now. It's never going to be the same.
You're gone.
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