I tried to write in my journal. Nothing. I cant write anything. It's like the life has been sucked out of my body. I never want to eat. I feel heavy all the time. Weighed down. I haven't sang or smiled or talked to my family since....
I cry at work, at home, in public. When I get a moment alone to think it just starts again. I can't stop it. I feel like this is never going to end.
I feel numb with bursts of intense emotions in between.
When will this all go away. I just want to forget everything.
Why am I crying over someone that didnt even give a fuck about me. He's probably already moved on to the next victim.
Fuck everything. I feel useless.
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