This weekend I've realized a lot about myself that I should've known all along. Most of the things I've realized I hate. I hate that I rely on certain people or things to get me through the day. I hate that I hang out with people that I don't even really like. I hate that I'm pretty much viewed as a weak person. Don't mistake my modesty for being weak.
Ugh. All this makes me want to leave this stupid town even more. I'm so sick of everybody in this town. Some a whole lot more than others.
Some days are better, some are really bad. But in the end, I'm the person that decides how my day is going. I'll never let another person bring me down. Reliance is deadly.
I'm all about myself now. I'm my number one priority.
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2 comments:
dont hate me joy. i love you.
:)
oh and i am here for you if you need me
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