Thursday, November 25, 2010

one thing.

Our lives intersected, I was moving to fast from point A to B, as you floated as a sightseer from one stop to the next. I had an affliction of rapid-hope loss, no patience, and not a flicker of confidence in human nature. These eyes were growing dull of repetition. And you may not know this, as this surely was just an intersection while I was just trying to find point B and you were looking for sights to be seen, but it gave me hope when it seemed so hopeless. I found something I didn't even look for, but it's what I needed.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

And I'm back where I started.

Good thing I already know the drill, and that I'm a little to strong to let it bring me down. Regardless, it's a never ending cycle. Single, Love, Fall Apart, Die inside, Revel in the truths: I'll always be alone, I'll always feel alone. Humanity is going straight to hell. There isn't a genuine person on this planet. Love is never enough, it is never forever, it is never worth the risk, it hurts like hell, and nobody deserves it.

I hate this world, I hate the disgusting filth of the human race and their vapid hungry lives. I hate how selfish everybody is. I hate what it's done to me.

I don't believe in anything.