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Tomorrow I leave for Science Camp. I can't wait to get out of this town.




I'm sick of feeling like I'm the only one who wants this anymore. I wish it would just end already.

4/20

Today the smiley sun was out all day :)

Today was a good day, tomorrow will be too.

Everythings been going smooth.

That's pretty much it for now.

awesome.

This weekend has been pretty awesome.

So yesterday was Easter and I thought it was going to be a really shitty day cause I was supposed to work all day and EJ was going home. It turned out a lottt better. I got out of work early, at 6. And I went with EJ and his parents to Sacramento. It's weird how I feel really comfortable with his parents and sisters. It's pretty cool =] haha.

I also got my Cal Grant results back. I got $3,354! Yay! I'm suuuper excited! So it's official, I am going to attend Sacramento State University this fall. It's pretty much a done deal. I'm so excited and happy and yeah =]]

the days go by oh so slow

Seriouslyyy. Today was the slowest day of my life. It was ridiculouss. I'm so excited for Spring Break. Not sure what I'm doing yet but I'm just glad I don't have to go to school. =D

I work 6 days this week. I'm actually pretty excited. Moneyy!

So yesterday they found the missing girl, Sandra Cantu, dead. It's so sad to think about what happened. I cannot cannot cannot imagine what it would be like for something like that to happen to my family. My heart goes out to all of those affected. What sickens me the most is imagining what her last days must have been like. She must have been in horror and so scared. God. This is what affects me the most. I don't understand some people anymore. How can you do that to another human being? It's disgusting. I wish I could do something to help. That's so fucked up.

Rest in Peace, Sanda Cantu.

train ride.

This week has been so amazing. I already miss EJ. And Mooose!

Earlier today EJ and I were talking about stuff from the past. I kinda feel like a n00b when it comes to this relationship because I've never had anything like it. It's like re-writing all my previous knowledge of what a relationship is supposed to be with something new. It's weird.

I missed way to much school last week. I have to go a full week this time, and Saturday School. Blahhhhh.

Hm. That's it I guesss.

sleeepy.

My voice is almost completley gone. I sound funny, like all raspy and shit. Gay. I hate being sick. Fucking shittyyy.

Other than that, this week has been amazing. This weekend will be too. I'm gonna be sad when EJ goes home. He's my favorite =D

Senior Breakfast was sooo fun. I was sick as hell but i still went. Me and Karen were Fook Mi and Fook Yu. I lost my glasses while I was dancing. I swear to god, those glasses are cursed. I always lose them. But I had so much fun.

I'm tired of my job.

School doesnt start til 10 tomorrow =D

I'm so tired. Damn you Ny Quil.